Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Her name is Pain | WS

She's like a pill that comes with different side affects; each unique to the individual. Some take the safe road and avoid her part of town. Something about the way she works through your body scares you. Makes you shiver just thinking about the initial feeling, first touch. A needle, piercing your flesh, slides through your muscles, into more tissue. Cold steel kiss with a promise unlike any other; Pain.

Others.. well, become engulfed in her presences, indulge in her misunderstood personality. The delicate but direct way she moves her body, coursing through your being. Thump-thump.. thump-thump. She can dwell in your mind making sure you thinking of nothing else but her. You don't usually mention the affair to others, but you love it. Some find that when Pain comes she brings a few friends: excitement, adrenaline, adventure. Never know when she'll stop. You're out of breath but you crave more. On your knees and completely in her mercy. Your hearts screaming for an end but she whispers that it's only starting, and you smile; Pain.


Many describe pain as a feeling. Some might even note it as an emotion, like being happy or sad. I don't see pain as being that way. It, she, evokes emotion. Like a catalysis. We're the chemical compound and depending on our mood, personality, and circumstance emit different out comes when she's introduced to our equation. Pleasure, reality, panic, worry, lust. Pain is real. You can see someone portray sadness, but what do you see when someone is in pain? It depends. Often, she will make you squeeze your eyes tight and cause your muscles to strain to hold back the screams. Other times, she works her magic a little slower and your face starts to pull a bit, and that since of worried hopelessness is splashed across your features as time slowly, ever so slowly, ticks by while she increases the fire. And even others start to feel the corner of their mouths curl a bit as your heart beats a little fast.. and fast. Your mind begins calculating how much you can take; she just keeps watching, smiling, continuing until you've had your fill, or too much.

Some fear her more then anything else. Her uncontrollable and unpredictable nature at times is just too much. Some love her and the games she plays. Always wanting a little more and she's always happy to make you reach that next level. Either way, she feeds off the energy that's pouring from your thoughts. She is never far, and always ready. Have you ever stopped and realized what you could of just done? Ever caught yourself before you hit the concrete? Or remember to change your razor blade before shaving? That tiny shiver of realization that sweeps over those that notice is her lush, warm lips.. You avoided her this time. Be weary though, or maybe excited, because there will be many more chances to feel her fangs.

Her name is Pain.

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